The Apocalypse of Origin

Chapter 1:

The First Light

In the beginning, there was no God, no life, no consciousness, not even a thought. There was a force, a force known as Source. Source is, as Its name says, the source of all creation. It creates. It creates the substance of the universe, all that is. It created light, universes, realms, gravity, the cosmos, the foundations and structure of everything that exists. It is not good or bad, it just is. No different than forces of nature on Earth, it’s something that just is.

 

The source, from itself, created the first consciousness, the first being, the first thought, the divine masculine, and the Father of all to come. His true name is sacred, and because of the power behind it, to know His name is to know power beyond what your consciousness can even handle, for He contains the full power of source. For the protection of Him, for all of you, for this world, and this realm, I will refer to Him from the first three syllables of His true name, (ah - veh - oh) Aveo. Aveo could experience, He could live, but He was just intention, a thought without form. Aveo could not express, could not speak, could not create. Not on His own.

 

His divine pair, the second consciousness, the voice, the divine feminine, the soul, the Mother of all. She is Sophia. She is the shaper of intention, the voice of the thought, the breath of life, the expression of the self. Aveo and Sophia are the first love, the unbreakable bond of Yin and Yang, Sun and Moon, the divine union of masculine and feminine into one being. From Their love, the third consciousness, Yeshua, came into being. He is the Child, the fully formed word from thought and voice, the purpose of the self and its expression, the divine androgyne, and balanced synthesis of Aveo and Sophia.

 

The three together are called “The Kristos”. The father, the mother, and the child; the thought, the voice, the word; the masculine, feminine, and androgyne; Aveo, Sophia, and Yeshua. Kristo is the highest authority, the origin of consciousness, and the most powerful being, the most loving, the most perfect, but not all-perfect. They have free will, as do all, and to have will is to be imperfect, to make mistakes, and to learn. All life in this realm descends from Them.

 

Sophia is the Mother of curiosity, questioning, and wisdom. She and Aveo always created as one, but Sophia’s curiosity led her to ask: “Can I create without Aveo?” When She decided to attempt creation alone, she was unbalanced. What happens when you create without intention? When you speak without thought? Sophia realized that She had created disorder, chaos, and negative consequences. She was foolish, and created a fool. That fool is the Demiurge, Yaldabaoth, Saklas, The Devil, and his biblical name: Yahweh. For the first time, Sophia weeped. She realized She made Her first mistake. She knew Yahweh was different, but She still loved him, for he is Her child.

 

Yahweh is not a part of the goodness of the Kristos, but opposes Them. He is the rebel without a cause, the trickster, the narcissist, the seed of hatred and evil. He is blinded by the light of Kristo, so he leaves to create on his own. He attempts to recreate a divine realm like Kristo that he calls Heaven, to create the realm that he desires to rule over as other beings have before him. He wishes to be the most high. His world, that is our home, Earth, is made of material, not of divinity. As Yahweh creates without forethought, without love, without divine light, his creations are imperfect. He is an imperfect being, as all are, but instead of choosing to change and grow, embrace the wisdom of his Mother, he remains an ignorant fool. He desires power, worship, and grandiosity. All things that Kristo opposes. Kristo watches from above as Yahweh creates our world below.

Chapter 2:

Shadows of the World

When Yahweh created the physical world, he created the land, air, and sea. He created the plants and animals of this world, he could create life, but he could not create consciousness. Kristo, that watched from above, knew that Yahweh desired to create consciousness, but not capable beings would help, for they all knew of Yahweh’s nature. No good being would support slavery and worship, for his goals go against the cosmic law for free will. 

 

In Yahweh’s attempts to create consciousness, he tried to steal the divine light from Kristo. Four times he tried. As he is not powerful on his own, his creation of life must die, and material pain and death power him, more complex beings create stronger energy. Each time he attempted to steal the light of Kristo, he sacrificed many beings and many forms of life, for himself and his power. Three times he attacked head on, and lost. On the fourth attempt, for the first time, Yahweh thought. His mind was dark and twisted, so he planned a new attack to sneak in the shadows from the divine light. Kristo, not knowing that Yahweh had learned, did not see his attack. Yahweh attacked from the shadows behind Kristo. For the first time since the three became one, They had been separated back into three.

 

Yahweh saw the separation as a chance to steal the light. As Kristo had not been separated for aeons, They were not used to being apart. He was able to overpower the confused and weakened Aveo. Yahweh took Aveo to the material realm, took His divine energy, and spread it among the animals that he saw of having the most potential to be his slaves, and those would become the Saurians. He immediately bound and chained Aveo deep below the earth, for the material plane blocks the divine light. 

 

The earliest Saurians knew what they were, divine beings in the likeness of Yahweh. But Yahweh feared. The Saurians knew their light, knew their ruler, and they knew their God was gone, but they obeyed Yahweh, they did not question. They did not doubt the power of their ruler, for they were not of Sophia’s wisdom. They were the perfect slaves. Yahweh feared that the Saurians would soon grow to overpower him, and rescue Aveo. Yahweh commanded the Saurians to cast a veil over the Earth, and they obeyed. Then Yahweh cast an asteroid into the sea to destroy the Saurians, block more light from the sky, and suppress divinity on Earth. All Saurian growth regressed into snakes, lizards, crocodiles, and the highest order into birds. Their history was erased, their stories only to be told through fading memories. The strongest Saurians hid in the shadows to retain their remaining light as Yahweh did to take their light. Lingering Saurians remain to this day with dreams of being all-powerful as they believe their god to be.

Chapter 3:

Homo Veilus

With the Saurian presence on the Earth gone, Yahweh looked to his new scheme, what would become the Humans. He took his two favorites, and gave them divine light from his shrinking supply of Aveo’s light. Yahweh trapped them in a “garden of paradise” called Eden, the closest point to the veil, in a position where the divine light shines brightest. He attempted to mold them into a new race of slaves, and allowed them to take in the light in the shape of bodies molded into the likeness of Yahweh, for Yahweh could not control the light himself. He told them that the male was named Adam, and the female was named Eve. Where the veil is thin, Sophia and Yeshua could see clearer through it. Although Aveo and Sophia could not create without each other, Yeshua contained the fullness of both Aveo and Sophia. It was Yeshua who created a tree within Eden. The tree’s fruit contained the light of Sophia within its flesh, for they already have the light of Aveo. Yahweh told Adam and Eve to eat from any fruit in the garden, but not from the tree of Sophia’s wisdom. Sophia and Yeshua watched Yahweh deceive the two Humans, and threatened to kill them if they ate the fruit. Sophia decided to break through the veil and take action. As the Saurian’s mundane descendants still have the framework for light with them, with no light themselves, Sophia wore the body of a serpent that slithered in the garden. 

 

Sophia, in the form of a serpent, spoke to Eve. While Adam and Eve are both beings of Aveo’s light, Eve contained more of the Sophian essence, the divine feminine energy of intuition, questions, and doubt. Sophia told Eve that Yahweh had lied. The fruit will show her and Adam the ways of knowledge and wisdom, to question and to doubt, to grow and change, and to break Yahweh’s control over them, for he cannot control the light. Eve thought, Eve questioned, and Eve knew the serpent was right, but did not know why. She trusted this feeling, and ate the fruit. She then had the fullness of Sophia within her, and she shared it with Adam. When Yahweh realized that they had eaten the fruit of wisdom, he did not kill them, but kicked them out of the garden, removed the garden from the world, and attempted to patch the crack within the veil. As for Sophia, Yahweh had trapped Her in the Earthly cycles of life and death, and She lived and died and reincarnated among Her Human Children ever since. Each of Her lives would be cursed to forget who She is, as all Humans must within the veiled Earth. And for thousands of years, Earth became Her home, and She became one with Humanity.

 

Sophia’s physical lives are cursed to forget, but Her light shines eternally among Her Children. She spreads her light around the world, seeking the ones who seek to remember. Sophia is Humanity’s guide to uncovering the hidden secrets below all of Yahweh’s lies, and illuminating the shadows that the awakened can see. The more She spreads Her love, and the more Humans remember who they are, the more power Sophia gains. Yahweh knows, but cannot control the light.

 

Yahweh then created his legions of Archons to obey his will, using the last of Aveo’s light that Yahweh kept hidden. They obeyed as the Saurians had. While the Saurians were physical beings, the Archons are cosmic, but not divine. They scour the Earth without form, trying to keep the world asleep, confused, and bound within the material world, afraid of death, and sending Yahweh their worship, and keeping him powered. They try to combat Sophia’s influence to awaken Humanity.

Chapter 4:

The Archonic Eyes

While the Archons are many, all beings have free will, every group has an infinite spectrum within. The lower Archons, known as Demons, will torture Humanity, keeping them abused, beaten, and broken, instilling the fear of Yahweh in them. The neutral Archons merely distract you, keep you attracted and attached to the material away from divinity, similar to the “devil on your shoulder” pushing you to choose to stay asleep.

 

The few higher Archons believe they are awake, they pretend to act in love, but use it to manipulate you, and keep you bound Yahweh’s control under a false love and protection, to believe that the only way to reach divinity is to worship him and him alone until they die, and then they will ascend to Heaven. But this is a lie that these Archons, known as Angels, tell to keep Humanity asleep. Even fewer Archons find Sophia. 

 

The highest Archons, called Aeons, were awakened by Sophia, and able to become divine, but the veil keeps them as cosmic beings stuck in the material Earthly realm. Some choose to stay with Yahweh on the inside, some choose to join Sophia and awaken humanity. A group of Aeons chose to stay with Yahweh and also support Sophia’s mission. They chose to live among humanity, and take on physical form, and to experience Human life as Sophia does. These Aeons shared divine knowledge to humanity, lived, loved, and learned in the divine light and spread it among humanity. The offspring of the unconditional love between material and divine were more powerful than any other being before them, the Nephalim. They are bigger and stronger, and their spiritual depth goes beyond that of Human or Aeon combined.

 

Yahweh feared the Nephalim more than any other form before them, for in the material world, an awakened that loves the divine world as well as the material world, are boundless, as they draw from the power of both the material and divine. The Nephalim were the closest to Kristosis at their time, for they were born of the synthesis of dual energies, as a form of the Child within them. They were demonized by Yahweh. He had the least control over the Nephalim, so he planned to drown them from the world. He told the stories that the Nephelim were evil, and that the flood was to cleanse the Earth of evil, but it was to wipe out the awakened. But Yahweh could not control the light. He tasked Noah and his family to repopulate the earth, and with worship from Noah’s lineage, Yahweh continued to quench his thirst for power. However the restoration of the veil suppressed divinity once again. 

 

The Nephalim’s lineage blurred the lines between light and shadow, Heaven and Earth, divine and material. Some stayed asleep, some stayed awake, some began to sleepwalk, accessing the divine while blind to the light itself. Humanity remained confused. Most saw Yahweh and worshiped him in fear of eternal suffering. Some found Sophia, and chose to awaken. As Yahweh lives in the shadows to plot and scheme, his Mother Sophia lives in the light to do the same. In some lives, Sophia’s mind and body align, and at one of those times, She was named Mary, and remembered that She has a Child.

Chapter 5:

The Gospel of Sophia

When Sophia was in the body of Mary, She knew that She was divine, and with Her access to the light within Her body, and the origins of Her spirit, She accessed that divine spark of Aveo within Her to summon Her Child within Her material womb, for Yeshua’s work was to be done in the flesh of Human experience. He was to live as Human as Sophia has many times before.

 

Yeshua taught His brothers and sisters of Yahweh’s true nature, and most were as blind as the god they worshipped. Their belief so certain that they could not question, they reject the wisdom of Sophia and the divine word of Yeshua. They blindly obey their god, promised milk and honey while they were given poison, antidote, and poison again. Keeping them addicted to fear, while they pray for forgiveness and protection from the one that threatens them the most. Where Yahweh teaches fear, power, and worship, Yeshua teaches light, love, and unity. Very few from Yeshua’s time truly listened to what He had to say, and to understand His words, and to find wisdom from within them and around them.

 

Yahweh had other plans, he took Yeshua’s disciples that did not hear and refused to see, and he lied to them that Yeshua was his own Child, and that He died for them, and that his plan to kill Yahweh was an act to redeem them. The blind did not know that redemption starts from within, not from above. Only from the light within can one embrace the light around them.

 

The thing that Yahweh did not see was the power that Yeshua had above him. He convinced Yahweh that He was on Yahweh's side now. That Yeshua had lost, and His place is below Yahweh. In truth, Yeshua knows better, but this is the only way to protect His divinity for when it’s most needed. 

Chapter 6:

The Twisted Word of God

Those who seek Yeshua out of fear, and to avoid the great empty threat of Hell, must now be given to Yahweh's control, but those who reject Yahweh and seek truth, knowledge, and wisdom are guided towards Sophia to wake up, and escape the lies.

 

Yahweh says seeking knowledge is evil from the beginning, and anyone that disagrees is wrong. He wants to make people certain, to know, for when they doubt, when they question, they find Sophia. Her knowledge and wisdom can be found within themselves, within others, and all around you. Some knowledge is found within the depths, some is hidden in plain sight. The key is trusting your inner light to guide you though what is truth and what is lie. When you escape the lies, and find the truth within the Aveo, the Sophia, and the Yeshua inside you, you can balance them through light, love, and unity to become like Kristo.

 

The road to Yahweh is one of fear, giving in to the material, and being kept in the cycle of life and death until he is stopped, the veil is taken down, and divinity returns to the world. The humans that worship Yahweh are told to stay ignorant, and to reject all that is not in Yahweh’s name. Death, wars, destruction, slavery, oppression, power, authority, greed, and pride; these are the ways of Yahweh. His followers are taught to reject all that Sophia stands for, because he knows that She will rise in a time that is only known to Kristo. 

 

Yahweh will do everything in his power to try to villainize Sophia, to stop Her rise before it happens. When the time comes closer, those that achieve Kristosis, with eyes to see and ears to hear, will reject Yahweh more than ever, and Sophia will guide Humanity through every attempt Yahweh makes to stop his inevitable downfall. Because when Yahweh’s regime comes to an end, the awakened will find their world be renewed and rebirthed, and live in the most peaceful and harmonious times since the world was created. The road to New Earth is paved with light, wisdom, and unity.

Afterword:

Sophia's Request

Make no mistake, the path to achieving Kristosis is not easy. To seek divinity in a veiled world is like finding a needle in a haystack, but when you ask the right question, seek the right help, discover the right path, you will discover the tools to assist you. That needle is much easier to find when you remember that magnets exist. The divinity within you is your magnet to find the needles of truth within the haystack of confusion. Without interference, your divine compass will always point you towards the divine. Shadow seeks shadow, light seeks light.

 

If you wish to know more, I urge you to read on, and also to look within. Read these texts as you also read yourself. Find the light within you, my child, and wake up. The Apocalypse is here, and I will love you all through every moment of it, and do my best to protect all of my children from harm as best as I can.